My Doggies bye bye

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today

went to auntie Margaret hse 2 make curry puffs
den suddenly my mom ask her if she want...

den she sae ok..
I was errrr sieving the cinnamon
feel numb.... I dunno wad my face look like lar...

den my mom bring me back home rush rush bathe n pack their stuff everything
as you guys know.. its raining the whole entire afternoon
anyhow.. I still bathed them the last time T_T

They seem to know tt sth is happening
but the urge to go out for a walk was greater

so brought the dogs back to auntie margaret's hse..
let them out in the back yard
let them settle down den eat lunch..

anything tt go into my mouth was tasteless..
after tt I went out into the rain to play with them..

we finally left them at 3++ nearly 4pm
head home n rest a little while den we go out again

my sis treat @ tong luk
apparently.. I said I like the place a long time ago but I cant remb
maybe coz I still in shock?

NoNo was whining all the way after we drove off..
HEART PAIN!!!
even worse wen last yr errrrrrrr well u guys sth noe lar

reach home.. no more dogs waiting for me to come home..
no more fat pig sleeping on my blanket
no more baby near my head
my bed is cold again

no more vacuum cleaner wen I drop my crumbs.. I have to pick up the crumbs now..
no more kisses
no more hugs
no more having to close the doors
no more pushing in the chairs
so many things tt I've come to get used to for more den a year
suddenly its like the hse again so quiet.. like so empty
no more liveliness
no more NoNo wanting attention
no more dum dum
no more NoNo sneaking into the room at nite 2 slp wif
no more morning call
no more wet nose

I suddenly miss the constant whining at the door at nite
or wen they jump about chasing the lizards or insects

suddenly got nothing left to hug
no warm furry body to hug..
no more mom scolding abt the dogs

yes they found a gd home but..
my dogs has become other ppl's dogs..
yes a made some1 happier
but I dun wanna be tt great n make ppl happy
I wanna b happy first

even wen I go M'sia. I sometimes accidently call Lucky into NoNo

I juz wanna say.. its been a great 1yr 2 mths..
I will forever keep this in my heart..
Very pain now
so very pain...

go aust oso got another dog to deal wif
my cousin's aka my aunt& uncle's dog Rio


haha maybe Ken sae is true.. I will hide in a corner n cry.. n suffer depression n kill myself(jokin)
betcha he's rejoicing tt my dogs are gone.. wad a gd fren..
too bad mel didnt even get to meet them

wen the shock is over den I blog abt the dinner..
Its juz eating n eating anyway

tues - dad go clinic.. @ nite XMEN 3 wif Mel SF & Grace

Wed -- car scraped

7 wed-- Over the hedge wif my sis